I had an interesting memory and thought. I'm not going to say it but I'm thinking about it and I have a smile on my face. :)

Hello everyone.

I thought I would make a post with my thoughts on these three things.

Socially... they're fine except for smoking because that shortens lifespan, but I've noticed that many people use these things to treat themselves for various reasons.

I think this is a bad way of trying to solve a problem, because the only thing you're doing is delaying the problem.

In my case it was loneliness. I never had a girlfriend, so shortly after I stopped college for a bit I went to Bulgaria for about two years. I was over 18 and it was legal in Europe. What could I do? I drank. I rarely smoked a cigarette with friends as well.

I think it's because lethal gas has been used on me and that gas impairs your ability to work. You need a career to supporter her, so it was my solution at the time.

Even so, think of how much time passes and how little you accomplish with alcohol, or smoking, or unless you use it to work and think even cofffee.

Think of how much you can accomplish with work, and how little time passes during that, you know?

I don't believe in discipline, the only thing that is... weakening the brain through a hit on the body, because pain makes you brain dead. I prefer to inform people with my opinion on the issue.

It's even worse nowadays with cannabis being legal in new york.

Abusing something doesn't mean taking a certain amount of it, although past a certain amount it is abuse, but it's the reason that you're taking something in your body and brain.

Two coffees won't harm you now, for example, but coffee damages nerves, then you yell when you're older and it works slower.

Alcohol damages the brain.

Cigarettes damage... probably everything.

As for marijuana, there hasn't been much research but the fumes are all over new york in the streets, to me it seems more harsh than tobacco smoke and I can't imagine what it's doing to people's lungs.

If you have children who are a bit older, please show them this post.

I've never drank since my time in Bulgaria, except socially, and I rarely smoke. I have plenty of coffee but I use it to be productive such as when making posts like these and the rest of my 200? speeches on various topics, mostly from memory of conversations.

When going to the bathroom I would put a little bit of toilet paper, folded, in the middle, so the water doesn't splash up and make your butt wet when going.

Of course... how far could a single post on bathroom habits which is one sentence long go? I'm quite skeptical. And we're on a fake internet.

Anyway do other people do this?

I've been thinking, before "dissipating" back then, there was one last thing wrath gave me, besides the word dissipating being a funny way to describe it. There was a two part gift to the man smoking in Bulgaria. I had great eyesight, so his smoke looked like shit, but the Devil flying in it was not composed of the smoke. The cigarette smoke simply revealed wrath. We had a private conversation. Many of the youth is hit while being made to count, and this is wrath's words on the matter. The first part is that people encourage this because they don't want people liking money, especially wanting more money, through brainwashing through numbers. Whenever I brought groceries, wrath would always help me pick the most expensive stuff while ignoring the price, small quantities. So I guess Bulgaria was right. I ate with gold plates. I ate, even though I was upset because I never had a girlfriend, and was physically assaulted, because the only thing I realized based on the taste and great health effects on the body was that it was expensive. Strawberries that are white color, special brand, packed with vitamin A... which are now priced 13 dollars... used to not be a problem for me to buy. Because a store prices things in a way that makes people think "How much are you willing to pay for this specific item?" And people always choose the cheap stuff including if they have a bigger paycheck. Anyway, wrath was small but had a big idea about society which he made me realize. He also made it so that people would think of calling him the fat ugly deformed shit made of tobacco smoke, which in reality just describes the cigarette smoke coming from the guys mouth, making posts of torturous people pretending they're wrath into what Devils call Angels... shit which is fat, ugly and deformed upon leaving the area, made of tobacco smoke.

It seems like one side out of Angels and Devils has been becoming progressively weaker. For some reason I think it's Devils. We have greater wars with the passing of time, filled with more torture, and this was shown during World War 1 and even worse World War 2.

It makes you think. How many places worldwide split people apart and make it illegal for them to leave? School. You can't speak with students, you just listen to your teacher, you can't leave and go home or watch a film with friends if you feel like or skip a day without a demerit. High School, College, same thing. Work... you can't leave... they're let out eventually.

As for someone working finding sex at a more free place such as a nightclub, if your employer finds out you went to one... you're fired. So upon maturity, while you have the right to have sex, you only have that right in order to produce children, unless you want problems.

We live in a world, where people of various ages are brainwashed into a similar thinking as they age through various forms of torture, isolation, and imprisonment, to summarize wrath's thoughts on the matter. Of course, aside from myself, and few others, the majority of people agree with their oppressors [in time] in order to gain benefits [in time], because they would be in too much pain otherwise, similar to the way people volunteered back then to watch over others. [They usually agree during their youth, before being adults even.] Wrath said I would be told this truth and the second part, but they usually castrate them by kicking them in the testicles then they make them make a post, alongside the second part of the truth. It's not the first time I've been hit in the genitals, by the way, including the penis.

For thousands of years we have lived in a world where we progressively have less and less power. As the youth is attacked into a hive mind way of thinking as adults, if someone gains a position of authority and has an idea that doesn't fit they can simply be removed from their position, they can't convince others because they have already been solidified. At one point I told wrath "Look if everyone thinks they don't have any power [that frees them to do their own thing [whether for relaxation or progress]] why don't we just make laws and restrictions on torturing or firing people? [Or alternatively give eachother power through giving eachother freedom?]" Wrath mentioned it went back to one of the sides becoming weaker, angels or devils, he didn't say which.

Now. This is just a theory. If one side is weaker, then all people would be in one place, and treated based on the kind of person they are based on the rules and views in the place they're in.

If heaven were stronger people are tortured and isolated from the opposite gender into agreeing with the views of their elders, then they become them, and adopt the hive mind way of thinking, this is why they're there. The only thing Angels would say to Mr. Rouynekov is "What do we do with you?"

If hell were stronger... "It's the same shit."

Anyway. I got beat up in a clinic in a horrible way including on my butt, and kicked in the testicles. Wrath finally left. But he gave me a great speech to share with all of my viewers, which in reality are very few.

And of course the speech wouldn't be complete without this part... #InvalidateTrumpIndictment

Sincerely...

-The Last Memories of Wrath

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Which may or may not have been written in a way interpreted by

-The fat ugly deformed shit made of tobacco smoke

Step one:

Ask her if she speaks spanish

Step two:

If she does... share the music video La oscuridad by Izzy La Reina with her

Step three:

After she finishes watching it... walk up to her, wait for her to look at you, and say "Now you know what I want."

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mjcqYCOKrwk&ab_channel=IzzyLaReina

I've shared lots of memories.... I remembered some more.

As the 1990's were a more peaceful time, especially in Europe, my parents thought it was okay for me to explore the nearby places. I spoke to people of various ages, young kids like me, and older people, both male and female.

There was a guy passing by the garden in a business suit. I stood in front of him and said, well, the exact translation would be "I think everyone has the right to eat food. You look like a politician. You can use it [what I had said about food when speaking to a crowd of supporters or speaking on television.]

He didn't say anything, but it looked like he was thinking about something, and he left the garden shortly after.

Can I ask you something? I think I'll leave this post as M for mature.

Aside from everything I've posted so far on the belthagor account and dormantaccount2... I'd like to ask something.

What do you think a person would say if God asks them what they want in heaven with three things as prerequisites to the question before they arrive of old age?

The three prerequisites are...

First... Every endeavor they have tried has been ruined on earth somehow

Second... They don't believe that things or people are different there than on earth... e.g. if someone wants a relationship with a specific person and other people don't approve of it they will either prevent it from happening to them or harm them, thus putting an end to the joy in the relationship

Third... They don't trust anyone

Let's say God asked them the question, keeping these things in mind, that everything they tried has been ruined, nothing got better, and they don't trust anyone... I guess they would say nothing.

God would use their power to make them answer the question, however due to not having an answer that of something they prefer to have or like they would still say nothing.

After that God would use their power to make them answer the question in any way they feel like for any reason, and they'd say the word "Nothing."

Get why I became a Devil?