In 2011 I was able to prove something in Bulgaria.

That Maslow (Maslov) had a different hierarchy than the one studied. Company of a soul mate/lover is number one, including physical closeness first, much before sex. Food and water is number 2. I lost weight in Bulgaria due to my need not being met, based on banned psychology. (The one not studied in schools.)

So you see. I have absolutely no illness whatsoever, unless you could call loneliness for decades an illness.

I guess God didn't make a woman for me.